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Thread #142631   Message #3510295
Posted By: billybob
29-Apr-13 - 05:01 PM
Thread Name: Jane's Rainbow: for all needing support & comfort
Subject: RE: Jane's Rainbow: for all needing support & comfort
Had a bit of a wobble today, probably just feeling sorry for myself, but I had made a cup of tea for mother and a slice of cake for us both. So when mum came into the kitchen I said" here you are mum take your cake into the sitting room and I will bring the tea." She went into the hall and simply didnt know where the sitting room was, pure panic on her face! I got her sitting down and gave her the tea and cake, then went upstairs and had a good cry, horrid, horrid dementia!
Feel very selfish but I really miss her and yet she is here! I know she is very happy and has no idea how I feel and that is the most important thing but, sometimes I find it really so very painful .

Sorry for the rant but I cant share this with anyone else, thanks crew

Wendy xxxxx